Abigail Bilgewater | Sin

by **Sin** Thu Mar 31, 2016 5:29 am

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Abigail Bilgewater | Sin

Post by Sin Thu Mar 31, 2016 5:29 am

Name: Abigail Bilgewater
Nickname/Alias: Sin
Gender: Female
Age: 19
Birthday: June 4
Sexual Orientation: Fixesexual
Alignment: True Neutral
Race: Human

Personality:
Abigail or Sin as she enjoys to be called the most is a simple girl who has fully devoted, heart, mind and soul to the seven deadly sins. Her first and prominent deadly sin, Pride. Her pride truly grotesque to any man or woman of the faith who believed that they must remain humble. Sin believes that the longer she indulges in these beliefs the stronger she will become as her entire requip magic is based upon this. Despite her almost narcissistic view of herself, she doesn’t ever relate herself to that of the gods of old. She knows that in her sins she is flawed and thus can’t be worshiped for her utter perfection till she freely surrenders her corporeal self to the embodiment of all seven.

Greed, the second deadliest of sins that she indulges in as do most of mankind. Sin often stares upon others and deems them as property of herself till they prove otherwise. Even if they are the strongest individual in the planet she will demand them to serve her hand and foot thanks to her own narcissistic view. Nothing in this world can satisfy her hunger, men, women, gold and most importantly power. She trains not so that she can be the the strongest in the world but so she can monopolize upon it and all of it’s beauty. Despite this insatiable craving, Sin has no wish to gloat about the treasures she has cherished as she desperately yearns for those whom are her property to also enjoy her presence back. She is the type to walk into the church and taking the offering baskets for herself when they got to her leaving the perish with in debt if it was at all possible.

Gluttony, Sin’s third most deadly sin. Most people misinterpret this sin as the mere ravenous appetite that people have for meals in this world. All are purely natural cravings which she does partake full heartedly in, however, Sin thirsts for everything thing to be swallowed up by her mere presence breaking down to it’s mere components in the wake she leaves. Her metabolism a work of wonder as he finds herself capable of devouring and distorting the very laws of conservation of mass and energy when she eats. Her own figure never fluctuating more than a few pounds here and there. In battle, she even craves the blood of her foes as she swaps through forms often losing site of rational thought when she rampages thanks to gluttony.

Wrath is the fourth runner up placing ever so close to monstrous appetite. She often has troubles telling between friend and foe in a battlefield, the purpose for her neutrality in most conflicts being the way she stops such blood baths. All warriors share this blinding wrath that she often verges upon as she starts to argue with opposing viewpoints that often drive her up the wall bonkers. She doesn’t take stupid or idle comments well and often finds herself on the brink of steaming over more often than not thanks to the short temper thanks to her wrath.

As theses sins draw to a close people see that the Envy of others within her eyes as she looks about the numerous taverns. Sin isn’t a territorial woman, at least she claims not to be which is a lie. What else would one expect from a worshiper of sin honestly? Generally, people are just that to Abigail nothing special, nothing loss or gained through partnership. Once in a blue corn moon though, her own selfish urges begin to crave for the comfort of another person and that fixation which she manifests it for is someone she is willing to kill for. As she indulges in this jealousy, Abigail can become quite childish and petty in the fashions she attempts to sabotage others who have someone.

Although envy is a gorgeous sin, Lust trails by a hair as her urges as a woman sometimes are left unmatched by man and woman who are up to her standards. Sin doesn’t go out of control with this, but she does often find herself drooling over particularly handsome or beauteous prey. With all of this pent up lust, she has yet to ever find a creature that was worth releasing her years of stress that had been bottle-necked to the point of a huge powderkeg.

Last but not least, Sloth which always lingers behind the rest of these deadly sins. Abigail is a relatively energetic girl for the most part, it became a ritual for her to try and partake in the sin of sloth as she continued to grow up. She found it to be the most conflicting sin and often diverged from partaking in it as her avarice for power made lackadaisical days next to impossible. This was a problem, till she found the urge to use it to her advantage. When asked by other people she grow quite annoyed that they would ask such stupid questions and requests. As time passed through she began to realize, the longer one took the less often people asked of such favors. A true disciple of the deadly sins however does reveal something odd about her, each of the virtues briefly piercing through in her weak times as the humanity within her still desperately claws for guidance.

Likes:
Mass: She enjoys attending religious meetings where she can flaunt all of her sins, however her own disgust with holiness often causes a large scene. The tranquility of the gathering and the sheer number of people though are what calls her to it every day she can.

Socializing: Sin enjoys the public venue as that means she has more people to preach her own cause to. She also finds that the majority of people fail to conceal the sins that they most desperately want to hide.

Ice Cream: Despite her obsession with sin, Sin enjoys to live the normal life as well and often indulges in her gluttonous tendencies.

Dislikes:
Priests: A man who she believes has direct link to the god whom she is trying to defile and holds grudge matches against. Often Sin finds herself plotting to crucify them during their homilies as she continues to sit in and plot her reeducation of the younger patrons. After father Jeremy and Simon she had condemned all priests in her lifetime to suffer for the sins of the one.

Cruelty: Despite what people might think of this female of sin, Abigail doesn't usually wish for unnecessary pain to be inflicted even upon those people whom she hates.

Music: Perhaps it isn't the actual concept of music that she despises so much as what people here in it as she is tone deaf. Everything that people find beautiful in it is simply lost upon her thanks to this deformity as a youth.

Fears:
Forgiveness: Through her unholy crusade even the most noble of priest have agreed that she was a monster, barring one exception who forever plagues her subconscious. Father Jeremy, her own pasture from her hometown watched as she began to vandalize his place of worship with the most vile of images. Once her havoc and been reeked though she flaunted this power before him and asked him of her opinion. His only comment was this, “I forgive you child.” His heart acting as the support and foundation of the wall that quickly slammed Abigail partially back into reality. Her own sins and injustices to the world were capable of being forgiven by individuals. Those who suffer her most cruelest strikes and show her such feelings weaken her resolve the worse.

Theophobia: As her lifelong ambition is to become the embodiment of the seven deadly sins, Abigail fears nothing more than the ultimate judgement. She isn’t an atheist her entire system of beliefs upon these sins in fact revolve around her absolute certainty of a divine omnipotent being was leering down upon it’s people and watching as she slowly grew. As she is still young and weak, she knows that she is not of the same caliber as god and she believes in one day slaying him, which any prophetic speeches to her would cause her heart to skip a beat.

Virtues: It is not shocking that a woman who had suffered and surrendered her soul fully into all seven of the deadly sins, it is no surprise that she fears them. In the most purest sense when a person acts:
Those who are humble are the worse, her own pride begins to overwhelm her and make her nauseous as she begins to figure out ways to knock them down a notch.
Those whom are shower others in kindness and the glory of puppy and fig tree’s she believes are secretly angels in disguise who are suck ups.
People who obsess about their weight and diet are repulsive to look at as they starve themselves of the most delicious of sins.
Chasity, those whom which Abigail wishes to chastise for not partaking in anything fun in their entire lives.
She let alone anyone in this world doesn’t have the time to deal with these patient people who are willing to wait for the conversation to come to an end so they can interject their own idea.
Charities are a joke in her eyes as she believes that all churches and charities are just scams. Although, one day she walked in on a group of people who truly were offering this money to the poor, Sin thought she was going to cry from the sight of it.
Human’s weren’t put on this earth to rush through the tasks they were given it took her a while but Sin finally understood after years of being one of those diligent workers that sometimes you have to relax and take forever to respond to people.

Motivations:
Education: She follows a rather strict curriculum, which she follows to the letter. Abigail doesn’t believe that children should be taught the golden rule or stupid silly subjects they will forget in twelve years time. Humanity in it’s purest sense is a cesspit of sin which she believes all must learn to indulge in like she does. Her own dreams becoming the ideals of all of her students who are willing to heed her words of wisdom.

Sin Incarnate: In old mythology, legend told of a being that was so horrendous that the gods forsaked it and cast it down to the underworld where it reigned over the wicked. Sin took up this nickname to assimilate herself fully into the unholy crusade she had begun for herself. Although, this dream of becoming the deadly sin’s vessel, she aspires to obtain this goal none the less.

Fear: The greatest motivation that keeps everything in check, society, the world and creatures all fear something. Her fears are all reason enough for her to keep on living and contnue her journey to prevent them from ever reaching her.